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B4 I turn 21

Monday, November 24th, 2008

There’s one thing always going on in my mind

What is the meaning of true friend in your life?

What is the meaning of family?

What is the meaning of your life?

I see many dark sides of human society…believe me , it was horrible

However,on the other hands, there’s always something that I can learn about

When I was a child , I thought that I would be something before I turn 21

but….now…I know I’m something even before I was born

3 words that I always remember: wisdom, knowledge, integrity

Such a simple words …..but it has a deep meaning …….

It represents all the things that now I’m doing

Is that worth it to fight ? Is that worth to hold?

One day my ‘mother’ told me….made a plan…pretend if you have something that you need to catch your dream….

After a while….I try to make a plan…..however…I don’t know

Well, speaking is always too easy……

The economic crisis is uncontrollable …who else you can depend on?

Right now….what is the right way to do?

My mind full of lots of ideas …but then again …..only God the ones that can make it comes true.

If I blame God with my condition right now…that’s mean I’m blind

I’m a pretty damn lucky girl

I get everything that I want….one by one …slowly but sure……

I get my own space… job…love…family…friends…. top university (sometimes almost killing me and sucked all my energy)…n promising future (I know God has amazing plan with it)….

What else I can ask?

….

The thing that I realize right now….

Time is so limited…never ever enough

Playing around just wasting your time…..make brain damage……….bad habit…… (well we still need time for refreshing…but depends)

hahahhaa

anyway…….

just remind myself

for the next year…………..

I think I have to upgrade myself

become a person that can thinking far to the furture

have a wisdom and knowledge

and not fool around…..avoid all that meaningless chatiing

use my time wisely……..

and get a job that I really want………………….

at least that for next year

anyway

thanks a lot for everything Lord

You’re the best